I have always loved words and desired to be a published author since kindergarten. Words are powerful. They can tear down, build up, reveal and conceal. Especially poetry. I penned two books of inspirational poetry because it was those words that gave me strength and gave my life meaning when everything else was bleak. I aspire to inspire with the wonder of words utilizing my books, seminars and blogs. Follow me as I follow Christ. www.decarloskinds.com
<p>Dr. Bethany McNeal is living her dream as a pediatric resident in one of the most sought-after medical centers in Seattle. Beautiful and intelligent, she’s missing only one thing—love, which she put on hold to focus on her career after ending a tumultuous relationship. Everything changes when she meets Dr. Brent Anderson, a charming and handsome fellow resident. Despite her reservations, Bethany falls for Brent—hard. When she learns Brent is married several months into their relationship, she immediately breaks it off. After graduating residency and going their separate ways, Bethany tries to move on with another man—real estate broker and personal trainer Charles Blakely. But just when things get serious with Charles, she realizes she’s still in love with Brent, and she finds herself caught between the two men, facing a series of difficult decisions and harrowing events that will change her life forever. Will she be able to recover from the vital temptations that turned her perfect life upside down?</p>
Some of the poems in I Don’t Want to Be a Leader! But… are carryover from my first book, Deliverance: An Allegory of Scripture. The relationship enhanced between God and me, during that work, morphed into a desire to minister, to serve others, with the wonderful information I had learned about the complete goodness of God’s nature. As a minister’s wife and church secretary, I saw intimately the struggles and triumphs occurring within ministers active in everyday ministry. I learned that some people pursue ministry for titles and the honor of men. Some pursue ministry out of a sense of familial obligation and legacy. And some forgo ministry due to the negatives they see in others. This collection of poems in I Don’t Want to Be a Leader! But… addresses the many phases of ministry that every minister will experience. Whether you are destined to minister out front or behind the scenes, the honesty of your relationship with God and his people is vital to your ministerial success. These 53 scripturally backed poems cause you to evaluate your spiritual state, motives and goals. Read and revisit this book to refresh, refocus and strengthen your ministries.
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:15pt;margin-right:15pt;font-family:'yui-tmp';"><span style="color:#111111;">“If you ever contemplated/thought if God is really real—and does He really see me in this state—the answer is YES. God gives hope in what seems hopeless situations, and sends encouragement until He chooses to bring us out. The book, “I Don’t Want to Be a Leader!, But…” balms/soothes all the processes that “God’s” leader has and will go through. To read someone’s life—that allows herself to become naked and unashamed is truly God. Real life—real God.” </span><span style="color:#111111;">Mrs. Rona Huckabee, Evangelist, Chagrin Falls, OH</span></p><br /><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;font-style:italic;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us"></span><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:15pt;margin-right:15pt;"><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us">“Practical, powerful, and provoking one to purpose. A must read for anyone who ever felt a tug from God on purpose.” </span><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;font-style:italic;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us">Bishop Wm. B. Smith, Sr., Senior Pastor-The Sanctuary of Praise, Twinsburg, OH</span><br /><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;font-style:italic;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:15pt;margin-right:15pt;"><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;font-style:italic;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us"><br /></span></p><p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-left:15pt;margin-right:15pt;color:#00bf00;"><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us">“Decarlos’ writing is a genuine reflection of experiential insight that mirrors her soul conveying deliverance and liberation. </span><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;text-decoration:underline;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us">I Don’t Want to Be a Leader!, But…</span><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us">, is a self-inventory check for the reader to honestly do an introspection.” </span><span style="font-size:8pt;font-family:Verdana;color:#000000;font-style:italic;" xml:lang="en-us" lang="en-us">Mrs. Evelyn Cheek, Greensboro, NC</span></p><p></p> <p></p>