Actually i was talking on the phone with a friend to mine about trying to write in the style of Ellen Hopkins. I decided to give it a go and wrote 10 pages. I got great feedback from it and decided to write more in my free time if i felt depressed as an experiment. I haven't really lived through any of this story i just wanted to create another lifestyle to prove to myself that people, everyday people, have it much worse than i do. It helped me get through rough days and was a lot of fun to experiment with. I had a lot of fun writing it and decided people may agree with my thoughts so i wanted to share it.